
1 whole week later....im shocking!!!
I looks like i'm going to be updating my blog with 'chunks' of my life as apposed to a day by day account, which wasn't really the intention :-S but its better than nothing.
Last week was interesting, Climax on Friday night (the gay night at Sheffield Hallam university) I got very drunk, very quickly, and started to 'text' Mark...the upshot of the night was that he came to get me at about 2:00 in the morning after he finished work and took me home. It felt like a scene from a film as he stood there in the dark looking all desheveled from work and I walked out dressed up for the night, but very teary, he smiled at me and we hugged. As is usually the case when i've had a drink on top of feeling down, I cried all the way home, but it felt amazing to hold him and feel him holding me...I felt safe and loved again.
I can't remeber much else clearly and what I can has probably been distorted by the vodka...but on Saturday morning we talked and decided we should be together...so far we are both happy with that decision and I really hope it works out, no doubt it will be hard and we will both have to change a little. Ultimately I love him and thats the most important thing....money and situations are moving down the priority list!
I worked for Russel on Saturday and Sunday, earning myself some much needed pennies ;) and on Sunday Wyatt was there also, at first things were a little awkward but once I had left he got in touch and everything is good between us now....i'm glad about that as i think we'll be good friends.
Monday and Tuesday have been pretty lazy and relaxed...i've eaten far too much and done too little but it'll be rate! Today after what will undoubtedly be another boring day at work, i'm going to see my Dad and Stepmum for the first time in months!! (woops) lol
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